I can never go without the nonsense of the degenerate kind. It’s just kinda a constant thing at this point. 🙃 😂

I hope that everyone is having a wonderful day. I’m trying too. But I am very sleepy. I’ve been waking up dehydrated lately… been sweating a lot in my sleep. I should probably get that checked. I’m also dreaming a lot more though. Dreaming a lot about my birbs.

I normally dont like dreaming. My dreams are normally scary and gorey. But dreaming about my sweet birbs isn’t too bad. 🥰

Me being paranoid thinks I’m pregnant. Probably not but most females worry about that at some time i suppose.

Some people on my TikTok have been wondering my age. I probably won’t tell anyone there but as of today I’m 31! I don’t really think about my age tooooooo much. But I definitely don’t feel like I’m in my thirties. People that age are supposed to be real adults and stuff. I’m just pretending to be one.

Dusty is a pure angel birb. Like omfg.

all birbs are pure angels though!!!

I’m very thankful to live in the middle of the woods where it is quiet. I’ve lived in cities but I don’t know how to survive that loud world. I like animals and nature. They bring me peace and happiness. I’m so blessed to be surrounded by the trees and live with cute animals.

I have been thinking a lot about interpersonal relationships. When someone doesn’t like me for one reason or another I’m told to just ignore it because nor everyone is gonna like you. But if I don’t like someone (usually due to a personality conflict or I feel uncomfortable) then I’m told I shouldn’t be that way towards people. But what’s wrong with not liking everyone. Doesn’t mean I will be mean or not nice. I’d always get along and be acquaintances. But being nice to others is just a default. I don’t want to be mean. Sometimes I am though but so is everyone else. Just because I’m nice doesn’t always mean I wanna be besties… I have very low capacity for maintaining friendships and it makes me stressed out. I’m just not sure why we can’t not like someone just because it doesn’t feel right. It doesn’t mean the other person is bad. Just means perhaps they are good for me personally.

And I really, really do mean this. 🥺🥺🥺 I’m just scared and conversations give me anxiety but I try but I mostly just forget amd remain  quiet but I really really appreciate everyone.

I wasn’t feeling very inspired today but I ended up feeling pretty. And that’s pretty awesome too, I think!